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Saturday 17 September 2016

"Remember…!"


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My son, shan’t I leave you with a word of Reason to which if you heed you will arise a great man of Wisdom?
-Remember, first, to accept who you are, then what you are then ‘why’ you are; for only in acceptance does grow Conscience and Consciousness…
-Remember, always, that it has to Begin before it Ends.
Remember that the beginning comes with it the mandate to Sacrifice and that the end arrives with it a subliminal sublime Peace and Prosperity.
Remember now, that the beginning is like the twilight of a murky dusk which emboldens to become a pitch black tinted night; whilst the end is like a gleaming blurry dawn, which grows in it a big bright sunny day…
-Remember to Try, for there’s no harm in trying. Remember, also, to Fail, lest you forget to define your triumph…
-Remember the people within whom you dwell.
Remember to Forgive those whom stood with you, only, in moments of grace. Remember to recognize those whom seek from you nothing, but Faith…
-Remember Mercy in moments of Rage; for through mercy the heart grows Humble and Great.
-Remember the Poor to whom you must be kind, polite and generous; for out of humility and content, he acts mild and intent.
-Remember the Rich to whom you must stand stern, firm and straight; for out of his pride and arrogance he ends in whine, wine and regrets…
-In moments of Doubts, remember the “Scripture”; for in it you shall find Hope and Solace.
-In moments of Empathy, remember to tender a Yes in lieu of no; for you never know when Care and Compassion may pay.
-In moments of Despair, you must remember to render a No in lieu of yes; for you never know what Generosity and Altruism would earn.
-Remember to sit with the Old; for he cheerfully gives out of what he has in 'fold'.
-Remember to sit with the Young; for he anxiously seek that which he doesn't need.
-Remember the Mother; for she inhaled that agonizing long Birthing breath.
-Remember the Father; as he exhales that long last sigh...
-Remember, my son, it has to begin before it ends.
And lest I forget, do remember to Ponder; for in these words you might discover a life of Wonder… 

Ibn Adam...

*Transience...*

Let the wind blow
Let the tears flow
Let the time slow
For destiny to glow...

In fears and throes
In realities and woes
Mystery unfolds
The stories untold...

In sorrows and scowls
Breath, strength and growth
In lost and hope
In darkness alone
In grief and moans
Heart remains prone...

Despite the void and whole
Despite the silence and scolds
Despite the moments untold
Love remains the goal...

When obstacles are failing
All hurts are healing
All passions concealing
All griefs retreating 
All feelings are yielding
Lost moments convening
Lost hopes revealing
Could one be dreaming
Or is the end leaning?

-Ibn Adam

Past...

Hollow voices,
vague faces,
distant places
Memories,
hopes
Untold stories...
Quiet whispers,
Silent quivers,
little grimaces,
Some sighs,
some smiles,
some quiet cries...
Some longed, 
some lost,
some quite mourned...
Some cherished,
some scorned,
some wonders,
How time flies...
Some imaginations,
some little cravings,
some wishes,
Could one reverse time...
If it would be same place,
same things,
Or that very same person,
Would you do it right this time?
Alas!
It's bygone now...
Perhaps faith
may be a remedy,
For all hopes were lost
of faithless malady...!

Ibn Adam

Wednesday 10 August 2016

A Heart's Humble Sound...


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-Knees are down,
-Palms against the ground,
-Surface and face abound.
-In whispers, a desperate craving howl
-Of fear, the heart's humbling sound...
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-"Oh Holy, Oh Mighty, Oh Maker of the rumbling Clouds."
-To You 'alone' I prostrate,
To You 'alone' I bow.
-Guide me not like the Apostate,
-Guide me unto a path with no turns around.
-Of Your remembrance, fill my heart with scolding Waves,
-Make my Existence a reverence to Your Holy Crown
-Of Your most generous 'Rahma' I crave,
-From Your wrathful rage I Shroud...
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-"Oh Ruler of the double sevens,
-"Oh Owner of the Illuminating lamps."
-Register me to dwell Your bounteous Heavens,
-Conceive me with those You take their Vows
-Make my days worthwhile the cradle,
-Lead my ways into a worthy Ground.
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-"Oh Beckon-er of hidden hustles,
-"Oh Reckon-er of all quiet praise."
-Accept me as mild and humble,
-Accept me as the weakness You Made
-Raise me as I fall and stumble,
-Forgive me and my ills when am numb and awake.
-Endow me with the cloak of wisdom,
-Enshrine me with a knowledge un-taint...
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-"Oh Watcher of the dwellers of the opens,
-"Oh Securer of the 'refuge of the caves'."
-Hear these rumbles and save Your slave,
-See these tussles as not an act of knave.
-Accept these as an act of the obedient slave.
-Purify this body and soul from all evil rave,
-Encompass this heart and mind with love and faith...
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-"Oh bearer of the Mightiest Couch,
-"Oh Turner of the nights into days."
-Accept me and from me these vows of vouch,
-Strengthen my knees to keep up with the pace.
-As my knees are down,
-Palms and thighs abound.
-Eyes against the ground.
-Of fear, the heart's humble Sound...

Ibn Adam...

Saturday 21 May 2016

Through the Sunshades; A glance…





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By Abdul-Rahman Baban Saibo


Prologue;

There exists no moment to compare with one of ‘a new discovery’. In those moments are derived the reasons, meanings and excitements of life. Even more reason why people engage in expeditions, researches, explorations, experiments, tourisms and many more ways of making new discoveries. Hence, these findings remain to be the essences through which life is transformed, the world expands and civilization sprouts. Mine was a discovery made of a simple domestic travel. A discovery of ethos; a realization of mores; and an apprehension of the sublime self –one that happened in barely twelve hours…

The trip to Sokoto State to witness a friend’s wedding Fatiha was indeed a serendipitous one. Although, Sokoto is an ancient city known of its agricultural buoyancy and commercial vitality (a prosperity of which credit must be given to the confluence of the Sokoto-Rima rivers, its vast arable lands and the multiplicity of its borders with both international and (commercially) domestic States), was said to be “founded as a ribat (military camp or frontier) in 1809 when Shehu Usmanu Dan Fodiyo was at Sifawa (now a local Government). It later became the capital of the caliphate after Shehu’s death” –quotes from Wikipedia.

Myself a Hausa and a Northeastern based citizen, one may expect to grasp from me a substantial amount of knowledge/information about the cultures, Mores and ways of the entire Northern (Hausa) tribes –honestly, I wouldn’t confide to that. And though I have, a couple of times, visited some parts of the Northwest, my ten hours journey to one of the ‘Hausa Bakwai’ (seven original clans of the Hausa tribe) lands, did, indeed, opened my eyes to a spectacular paradigm…

Although Baba Habu had visited Sokoto a couple of times, for Mukhtar Jarmajo and myself, this is our first time to the extreme west of northern Nigeria (even though Mukhtar had visited Zamfara State some few months back).

Sokoto;

The journey began around 7am on Friday the 22nd of April 2016, and ended around 5:47pm same day. Although a few necessary stops in Ningi, Kano, Tsafe and Gusau took at-least some two hours of the total time spent on the trip.

My first encounter with the red dusty sand had me concluded, ‘I am now in the sub-Saharan Africa’. Not that the northeast and the other northwestern parts do not belong to the same geographical map, but, the (Sokoto) topographical settings, almost, squarely fits the descriptions of the habitations of the sub-Saharan regions found in geographical and books…

We were welcomed by the eastern gate, having arriving from Gusau (Zamfara State)… There was the ancient caliphate city of the ‘Shehu’ empire. Despite the late evening hours, the scorching temperature still took the liberty of giving us a warm welcome to the “Seat of the Caliphate”. We took the bypass road which passes through the Kannawa area (on which the Giginya Army Barracks also lies) neighborhood through to the water fountain roundabout (round mai ruwa), and led us north toward Sama road; a dual carriage way which leads to Gwuiwa low cost and Bafarawa estate.

The city’s obvious expanse towards its outskirts says much about its age and development. All main roads leading towards the city’s center are generally tarred –most of them still good too. Though the city’s infrastructures were mostly modern (some were lacking regular maintenance; a basic Nigerian phenomenon) the people did not appear to look so…

Our first stop was at Abbakar’s family home; a friend of Baba Habu’s since school days. The house is situated on the dual carriage Sama road near the spot where the popular ‘Bagobiri mai paci’ has his vulcanizing tent. After bartering pleasantries with Abbakar’s family, we set head to meet with Abdullahi Farouq (the groom) in the nearby Bafarawa Estate.

My first encounter of the people’s country-Manish characters was at a spot around Gwuiwa Low cost whence we stopped to ask an elderly-passerby man for directions.  As he strained to describe to us the destination we were seeking, I noticed that although he was speaking Hausa, his dialect was completely unorthodox, –something ‘we’ had been anxiously keen to hear– perhaps, he would also think our dialect wasn’t appropriate. Therefrom, I began to notice that on almost every turn we take, there would be some elderly men seated by the road side, beneath tree shades or in front of their houses (either on Matts or benches) – a very olden native practice indeed, one that reminded me of the stories in the legendary Hausa story book “Magana Jari ce”...

As it is a virtue in Abdullahi to greet his guests with a warm and hearty reception, he there granted us the warmest, reckoning the distance we covered to witness his blessed matrimony. He took us, thenceforth, through the rough red un-tarred roads linking Gwuiwa low cost to Bafarwa estate to the house where all the groom’s guests were given the auspicious welcome treat. It took me no length to get overwhelmingly impressed on the sight of the delicious looking tuwon shinkafa miyan ganye; a prestigious native traditional dish known to be of the most blossoming creed of the Hausa traditional dishes in the olden days. Feeling well revered (for in the olden days such treatments were given only to those whom are truly honored), I sat on the matt spread on the yard by the front door of the house and recompensed malmala biyu (two molds) of that nourishing meal with almost equal generosity that was shown to me. Seeing we were all sweating from filled bellies, Abdullahi and his (Sokoto) friends decided it’s time we were taken to our place of accommodation.

Hyginco Hotels and suites is a comfortably accommodating hotel with a satisfactory convenience located just on the entrance through which we went in –around the Kannawa area.* After showers, the groom informed us about the little get-together that was arranged by the bride’s maids (in place of the Arabian night ceremony that got canceled). On our way there I made a little request to make a brief stop at Gwuiwa low cost, perhaps paying a surprise visit to a cousin of mine whom just gave birth to her third won’t be a bad idea.

Firdausi has been in her marital home in Sokoto for almost seven years now, and despite her being my first and most favorite cousin, never for once did I ever had the opportunity to pay her the visit she very well deserved of me –quiet ill of me indeed, for making endless promises and never having to fulfill them. The visit was although brief, she was very much glad to see me. Having seen the place, I told her I would be back the next day for a proper visitation.

We headed therefrom to the house –down Gwuiwa low cost extension– where we met with the beautiful bride and her gorgeous maids. The ladies were splendidly hospitable and friendly. And their vision was also one entailing ceremonious prepares –quiet unfortunate that the Arabian Night didn’t hold. The gathering was indeed momentous. After all pleasantries and intros and very little discussions, both parties went home with hearts filled of glee of the night.

On our way back from the little gathering, we made a branch at Abubakar’s home to pick up the meal that was prepared for us by his kind mother. Surprisingly, they too prepared the same ‘tuwon shinkafa miyan ganye’. There I concluded, ‘these are people whom truly uphold their customs with due reverence’; I was impressed. The next morning, I went to visit my cousin sister, Firdausi, as I promised. At around 10am the sun was, already, utterly furious; the temperature was devastatingly harsh –little did I know, I was in one of the hottest cities in the world (and at one of its hottest months too). There I gladly spent the next hour and a half talking to her.

The Hubare;

At around a few (minutes) to 12pm, Baba Habu and Mukhtar came by and picked me to go around town for some sightseeing; before the time knocks due for the wedding. Firstly, we decided to go to the sultanate and pay a little courtesy homage to the Sultan; Abubakar Sa’ad III. Going through Kofar Taramniya (the eastern gate leading to the city center). There was the Garkar Sarki (the Sultan’s front gate). We parked the car outside the gate and enquired from the securities at the door ‘if we could get an audience with the Sultan’? Of course the answer was no! One has to place a request in the office of the Magatakarda (the Sultan’s secretary) and wait till it is granted an approval; or one has to be renowned dignitary. That is the protocol. Besides it was Saturday, weekends are also the Sultan’s days off.

We headed therefrom to the Hubbaren Shehu Usman dan Fodiyo (Shehu Usman dan Fodiyo’s tomb). Quiet a coincidence it was on ‘Bauchi road’ just northwards of the Sultanate. The first Zaure (entrance) had a number of people and a few security personnel. We greeted them and headed in. therein we saw some people seated on the (bare) floor. We walked past that zaure through a long walkway, beside which were some old women sitting by the walls with little bowls containing grains in front of them. I wondered ‘why are they here? And what are the grains for? Who from?’. There was the second zaure wherein were seated some old men, we greeted them too. They gladly welcomed us. The eldest of them asked us to please remove our shoes (now even though the ground there was tiled, my mind went straight to calculating what would be the temperature of that floor). We did as asked of us and forged ahead (of course walking briskly as if on hot coal).

The room wherein lies the grave of the Sheikh had a small door. Having met some students at our arrival there, the hosts took the liberty of assigning to us the same tour guide. Amongst those students were ladies; they were told at the door that ladies were not allowed in the room –they were, nevertheless, allowed to take peeks of the inside from the door. When I inquired as to why that was, I got the most annoying answer ‘no reason’; as much as that disturbed me, I got over it…

The room was dark and stuffy. The reason was coz the three graves that laid in there were built around them a four corner walled block house with a flat surface with a height of about five feet. The cubic structure, is then, covered with a black cloth with a golden colored thread horizontally sewed around it –giving it an obscure picture of the Ka’aba. Between each side of the brick wall of the graves and the wall of the room is about four meters wide, leaving the cubic shaped structure being the epicenter of the room. The space around it (the cube) is apparently for the person to walk by around. As we walked round, I realized the act was one emulating the Tawaf,but, is that really what these people are insinuating? I was relieved to see a sort of blockade at the end of the third corner of the cube. On the edge of the third wall was a small door (an entrance). In front of that door was a middle aged man sitting on a prayer matt with his tasbaha and a few books; apparently he has been there long (or perhaps been there every day). ‘What is he doing here?’ I asked myself.

As I was busy making all these observations, the guide was also busy explaining to us that “in here (the cubic structure) lies the graves of Shehu, his son Muhammad Bello (who succeeded Shehu) and Brother Abdullahin Gwandu (who succeeded Muhammad)”, We then went outside to an open place where lies about twelve graves. There we were told lied the graves of Abdul-Rahman dan Abubakar, Aliyu Jedo, Abubakar dan Atiku, Ahmadu Rufai, Umaru dan Ali and others whom I lost track of when a strange thing happened…

At the very mid of his explanation, the guide pointed to two graves which located at the center and said “these two, nobody knows who lies in them.” As a quick response I asked him “do you mean to say they are empty?” he returned, “no! No one is aware as to who they belong to.” “But they did not bury themselves, did they?” I asked in a very curios sarcastic manner –I mean how could two graves lying amidst a dozen others be forgotten whom they belong to? From there was Nana Asma’u’s grave (Shehu’s daughter) alongside others. I really did lost interest after seeing how history was being deliberately distorted.

At the ends I realized that the people have converted the place to some sort of monastery when one of them said to us “may the Almighty grant to you your heart desires”. And although I kept on repeating to the guide and the people there that “may the Lord Almighty have mercy on their souls (the deceased)” none of them bothered to say “Ameen”, – that is a dire misfortune indeed. I do intend to write to the Sultanate and the Sokoto State Government to ensure a review and a proper management of the Hubare, for such crass ignorance and inappropriateness would only lead nowhere less than a historical pathos.

At the door on our way out a group of women were coming in, one of them carrying in her hand an infant. I curiously asked “I thought women were not allowed?” someone told me “be not surprised, they bring their little kids here to be prayed for”… that was my encounter with the tomb that has no epitaph.

We went straight from there to the wedding venue. The time was clocking towards 2:30pm. We stood with the groom in front of the bride’s home in Gwuiwa low cost-extension beneath the scorching sun while the wedding was taking place inside. After a few photo snaps with the groom, all guests went to Bado estate where the reception took place.

Epilogue;

At 3:15 pm, we left for Tsafe local Government (Zamfara State) to rest the day at a friend’s. I was pleased to have made that trip.

I am glad to have learnt the words: ‘Awo’ which means ‘yes’ (which was frequently said to me when I asked questions at the tomb; a friend had to explain to me what it was), whereas in the other dialects it is pronounced ‘eah’ or ‘eeh’; ‘Cibi’ meaning spoon (it could be used as a metaphor for money or wealth; a friend told me so when a ceremonial beggar came at us saying ‘kaga abokan ango masu yawo da cibi’; and ‘Garka’ which means front yard of a home (it is also used some times metaphorically to denote dignity or prestige).

Until next I see the great ‘Seat of the Caliphate’, may it stay in peace…

Sunday 7 February 2016

Letter of Grief… Good Bye “O Brother”…




To my dear Friend and Brother, Dr. Aminuddeen Ibrahim Idris, a tribute…

By Abdul-Rahman Baban Saibo


“Oga”! So it is true that one never knows the true value of some(one/thing) until they lost them/it? It’s very surprising how the news of your un-notified departure from earth created this vast space in my world. I fear the space is here to remain –indelible…

The call came through around 5:30pm on Friday the 29th of January 2016. The ringing phone awoke me of my light doze, the caller was ‘Ray’, I thought to myself, ‘I almost missed the tradition’. But, was that call the regular Friday traditional calls? “Salamu’alaikum wa rahmatullah”, I answered, “Ya Jerry boy?” I greeted. “Lafiya lau wallahi A1, ya garinne?” he replied. I returned “Alhamdulillah wallah, yaya baby na da maman ta?” he hesitated a little there, and then he returned “lafiyan su lau wallah. Kana ina ne?” feeling guilty (for not notifying him of my trip to Katsina) I replied, “Ina Katsina wallahi”. Once again I could register the hesitation in his voice, but then he uttered “Toh! Eh lallai! Gaye Allah yayi ma Aminu rasuwa fa!” And there came the shocker! All my intelligible were struggling to adhere to what was just related to the ear, but… although the ego pictured you as the subject in reference; the mind was tussling to deny it. “Innaa lillahi wa innaa ilaihiraji’uun. Waye Aminu!?” I retorted in disbelief. “Aminun su dan Haya…” He relayed without a trace of humor in his voice. “Innaalillahi wa innaa ilairaji’uun, innaalillahi wa innaa ilaihiraji’uun…” I muttered repeatedly... As I enquired for details, he relayed that it was a car accident and that your body was on its way home… I then told him that am going to have to call him back –a call I never returned…

For a moment there, it seemed as if the light of the day was snapped out; my hearing became muffled; even my mind became stagnated. The entire world appeared to have frozen. But, the mind still tried to resist the situation. So, I immediately scrolled down to your contact number and pressed the dial button; unbeknownst to me, ‘that’s the last time I will be dialing that number!’…

Perhaps it was the result of the long fragmented dreams I have been experiencing those days that made me felt like ‘I was just dreaming’. In those days every-time I go to sleep I have these disturbing-roughed dreams, most of which I forget what they were about at the instance of my wake; some I wake up to sit and wonder over them, “what’s going on?” I used to ask. Others I just eject with a sigh and turn to the other side mumbling supplications. Perhaps it’s the spirits’ own way of telepathically reckoning the shocker ahead. And perhaps, they were just some-bad-nights. The Omniscient knows best!

When I went to your home, after my journey back from Katsina, my senses were all willing and eager to register you amongst the crowd gathered in front of your home. No! There was no you! Still, my imaginative tried to suggest you were inside; that if I waited a bit longer you will show-face. Albeit, all this was, yet the ego maintained its post, ‘why are they mourning? Why are some crying? Why aren’t you believing?’ the ego asked.  It wasn’t until I went in to condole your ‘Mom’ that evening that I verily awoke of my slumber. My encounter with her had me disregard all the mind’s suggestions and settled for the ego’s declarations. She said to me “Hakuri ai naku ne Abdul-Rahman. Ai Aminu yana nan tunda kuna nan,” that statement did actually had my heart tumble to a stop! All the while I tried to withhold it, but that instance did opened the path for the tears to pass. I had no more power for no resistance, no more reasons to dis-believe, not a naivety to settle for nor a hope to embrace. You are gone! And that’s it! It is then as you often say, “C’est la vie”, so, “Lahaula wala quwwata illabillah”…

That night I stayed up all through. I sat to recollect all the moments we shared together. When we were ten we got admitted to an Islamiyya in anguwan mai kafi. I recall the classes were terraces of people’s home. You, me and ‘dan Haya’ used to escape before school was over, we usually tell the mallam “zan je bawali” and from thence we take our dash. How funny, that is! We never stayed long in that school though. You were usually absent during the kids’ night out when we go to play ‘boji-boji’, ‘digo’, ‘limamin azare’ when the moon is high up and bright. And whence we gather for ‘ciyayya’ and ‘kwana zaune’, you were always missing in those too. Well, I must say that’s a result of your strict father. He is, yes, a no-nonsense man. He is always cautious as to what, where and who his children are, with and doing. I respect him most for his particular sheer carefulness towards his kids’ education. Perhaps that’s why you were made a ‘book-master’.

During secondary school days we grew apart. We only seldom meet in Islamiyya and the Masjid, for then you were going to Command Day Secondary School and I to Science Toro; I later transferred back to Fariah just to learn that you were that lad who rode his bicycle to school, yet never fails to score 1st position in class. By whence you were in SS3 you were made the school head-boy. I also remember you sometimes come to Habu’s house where we gather to study for our SSCE exams and study with us. I enjoyed those days.

When I heard about your JAMB result, I pictured for you ‘Medicine’. What else? That was why I wasn’t surprised a bit when you told me about your getting admitted into the University of Maiduguri to study Medicine. I then learnt from your school-mates and friends that you were not only a student, but an ‘under-graduate assistant-lecturer’ too... LOL! I heard you treat almost every problem your friends come to you with. You were reckoned a ‘genius’ by all.

You and I grew fond of each other during holidays. We used to meet and spend the day talking at the Jarmajos BQ (area). The ASUU-strike days were those you indoctrinated me to the love of books. We began with the James Hadley Chases’. Later you introduced me to those ebooks of them Alexandre Dumas, Dan Brown, Sidney Sheldon, Robert Ludlum, John Grisham, J K Rowlings, J R R Tolkien et al… I must confess: reading and talking of them books with you inspired me to write. Well I must add, you also did encourage my writing. There was that time whence I began writing a novel “Either-ways”, and I brought it to you to see, you pointed out to me where I was deficient. You were that very person whom advised me to continue writing until I attain a “perfect pen”; which is why I still refer to myself as a pen-perfectionist and not a writer, yet. I wish you’d be there to approve whether perfection has been attained.

I also confess that I will miss your presence; that which never hesitates to teach when asked, that which loves to explain when not understood, that which argues objectively, that which conforms with satisfaction to appropriation, most of all, I do not know whom to go to now when in need of a technical medical explanation. You have spoilt me with elaborate explanations of medical cases in perfect layman’s terms. Remember when I asked you whether migraine and epilepsy could be a coherent phenomenon, or whether one could result in generating the other as a neurological disorder? And that time whence I asked you to explain the mechanism of sleep. I still can recall the entire process as you conveyed it to me… You should have gone for neurology. That I always argued! But your stubbornness had stuck to Dentistry which I never understood why, till date.

There’s that quietness which most oft leaves you looking at people as they speak. Well, with that you always lead discussions even without saying much; perhaps it was why you once wrote on your facebook wall, “I believe in the virtue of silence”…

You came, you taught, you accompanied, you led, you encouraged, you advised, you built, and then, you left… what a phenomenal journey! A friend of mine said you were of those kinds whom only come to this world to help other people attain their dreams. I agree. Well, you did left behind a very happy home. Your exceptionally kind and generous mom whom is ever pleased to extend a helping hand to those in need. That incredible warm and cozy gesture of hers’, I will miss those moments when she comes to complain of our endless togetherness, “wai ku baku gajiya ne kan? Se ku zauna ku wuni hira se kace wasu mata?” Where you always retort, “toh wai ke mom meye kike so muyi don Allah, yaushe rabon da mu hadu ma?” ‘Haya’, the nimble tireless one, he never says ‘no’ or ‘can’t’ when favors are asked of him; that’s indeed a character of yours’; ‘Abba’ the young ‘Hafiz’, always ever willing to learn; teaching has also become a habit of his; ‘Maijidda’ extracted your blossoming humility, obedience and self respect; Where ‘Muhammad’, inherited your obvious “virtue of silence”; and ‘Hafsa’, the one I call ‘trouble-girl’, she always had your self confidence, straight forwardness and self expression. I have always seen a part of you in each of your siblings, though never did I quiet realize why… Now I know!

Yes! You left behind a happy family, a happy people, and lots of happy memories. I guess building a happy world is the faith you always upheld, perhaps it is why you said, “Faith is believing what you do not yet see. Its reward is to see what you believe.” How I wish you could see what a happy world you enshrined. Perhaps you wanted to extend more, but, the great book had already decreed, “… And when their term has come, they will not remain behind an hour, nor will they precede [it].” Although yourself have always taken heed, I must say; for your own words were, “Just like there was a time when we were not among those living on this earth, there will come a time when even our traces would have been wiped off this earth. Make good use of this opportunity called LIFE coz one day it might just be a little too late.” How solemnly solid these words are.

I have always known that at a point in time am going to have to write a letter to you. Never have I ever imagined it being a tribute, even if it be that, not it being this soon. No! Am going to have to let you rest now, for if I am to go on and on, I am going to end up writing a book; coz like Hai Ibn Yukhdhan left behind “the improvement of human reasoning” you also left behind what I would like to term “the improvement of human virtue”… For, from you a lot was learnt; a lot is to be learned; a lot could have been learnt… In your own words: “O death the shatterer of dreams, the breaker of any bonds. It announces not where and when it’ll come but it surely will come whether we are ready or not. Pious people are never those who fear death. But rather, they are those who make provisions for its inevitable coming. May Allah help us to be among the pious.” Ameen ya Rabb.

Aminuddeen, O dear brother, in our hearts you will remain loved, cherished and longed. We will forever miss your strong honest presence. And we shall forever be grateful of the brief blessed intervention with which you graced our lives... Until we meet again – a time which the senses suggests won’t be long from now – I say to you O beloved brother, ‘fee Rahmatillah’…

Aide-memoir;

“My friends! However prolonged this worldly life may be, it is mortal and must end and however great may be the possessions of this world, one day they are bound to be left behind…  What plans had they conceived! How they entertained thought of making provisions for years ahead! And yet death was hovering over their heads. The final day of their lives had come, but they knew not that tonight they would be no more. Such is mine own case. I am busy planning my life to-day. Little do I know what will happen to me tomorrow.”- Khawaja Muhammad Islam

“... And no soul perceives what it will earn tomorrow, and no soul perceives in what land it will die. Indeed, Allah is Knowing and Acquainted.”-[Luqman:34]